You see me shining as the morning sun, then you conclude that I had always been shinning. No dear, it had not always been light, there had been moment of darkness. I have been through the valley. I have seen the shadow of death. I have pass through the tunnel. Being through the storm, faced devouring beast that had devoured many but I never allow the light in me to die, I never allow darkness to rule me and I did not give up on myself. Moving with hope and faith, joy and love I stepped into light when it seemed to some people I have been making heaps on the rock. Now my life shines. Even now that I shine, there are dark lining here and here but I stand by grace, letting go the past behind me and pressing towards the mark of the high calling.